A budding surgeon faces a critical moment in this excerpt from a Sydney doctor's debut novel.
The childâs hand is grey and mottled.
Iâve crouched down next to the bed to examine it and now I stand up, the urgency of Ngoniâs phone call clear. We went to medical school together and heâs not often rattled, certainly not by a simple trampoline accident. Heâs correct, the right forearm definitely has no pulse.
The boy is nine but looks younger, and is much too small for the adult-sized hospital bed crammed into a cubicle painted blue with fish stickers over the wall. Heâs slumped down, his T-shirt riding up at the back and exposing his belly. The paramedics have strapped up his right arm, and in his other hand, he clutches a small green inhaler that whistles slightly as he takes ragged breaths. His eyes are glazed from the painkillers heâs breathing in. His mother hovers, too agitated to sit.
âWe took him straight to X-ray,â Ngoni says as he pushes a computer on a trolley into the room. He points at the screen, confirming the severity of the fracture.
Shit.
âWhatâs going on?â the mother asks, her voice shaky, the tear stains on her cheek matching those of her child. Sheâs looking at Ngoni. He waits for me to explain.
âHeâs broken his arm just above the elbow and the fractureâs putting pressure on an artery. But donât worry,â I reassure her, âas soon as the boneâs straight again, the blood flow will return to normal.â I have one eye on the clock above the bed. âWhat time did it happen?â
I donât tell her that muscle cells deprived of blood start to die within a couple of hours. I donât tell her that if it takes too long to restore blood flow then the muscles can swell within their tight fibrous coverings and die even hours or days later. In years past, kids with this fracture developed clawed fingers and permanent disability â and the best way of avoiding this is to straighten the bone and unkink the artery as soon as possible. I donât want to tell her that this is a time-critical emergency until I have a plan. âI think …â The mother canât remember how long itâs been.Â
She didnât check the time when her son cried out. She didnât look at her watch as she pulled him out of the narrow gap in the trampoline netting and called an ambulance.
Ngoni shuffles some papers and extracts a pink sheet. âThe ambulance arrived at 11.03,â he says.
âThey came quite quickly,â the mother adds. I check the time again. Itâs already 12.30.
âAnd when did he last have something to eat or drink?â
âI made him and his sister a strawberry milkshake around ten.â I sigh. The anaesthetists are going to love that.
âCan you … ?â I start, but Ngoniâs already nodding. Heâll explain whatâs going on to the mother while I organise an operating theatre. We donât have much time. I tear off some ID stickers with the boyâs name, still on their paper backing, and run.Â
These corridors are familiar to me. Down the hall, up a flight of stairs and then around the corner â the operating theatres are located directly above the Emergency Department. I can plan what to do next while Iâm moving.Â
Mei Ling is the surgeon whoâs on call. Sheâs the first person I have to tell. Iâm just the junior doctor covering for Orthopaedics today. Sure, Iâve worked on surgical teams for years but I wonât even be a trainee surgeon for another three weeks and then itâs a further five years to be a surgeon. Iâm not allowed â nor qualified â to demand an operating theatre, no matter the urgency of my case. I try four times. Mei Ling doesnât answer her phone.Â
Shit.
I decide to organise a theatre anyway and then worry about a surgeon. Surely someone will be around.
âWoah, Emma, slow down!â Ibrahim puts his arms out to stop me with a laugh; Iâve almost bowled straight into him and his team on the stairs. He was my registrar four years ago when I first started working as an intern. Iâm still grateful for his patience â medical school teaches us how to perform CPR but not how to treat conjunctivitis.Â
âSorry, Ibrahim, Iâve got a supracondylar with a dying arm,â I say as I rush past.
âGood luck!â he echoes back, a floor away already.
Mei Ling calls me as I burst through the door into the bright hallway that links theatre and intensive care.
âWhatâs up, Emma?â she asks without greeting. After two decades as a surgeon she must know that four missed calls from the hospital mean an emergency.
âNine-year-old, supracondylar, dominant hand, pulseless arm, heading to two hours post-injury,â I summarise for her.
Thereâs a pause.
âIâm on the other side of town. Can you get started? Tell theatre Iâve given you permission. At least if you can reduce it and restore blood flow, by then Iâll be there to help you pin it.â I hesitate. Over the last ten years â six as a medical student and four as a doctor â many surgeons have taught me bits and pieces of their craft. But Iâve never opened an operating theatre on my own before.Â
âI promise Iâll be there, Em. Besides, youâre an official trainee in a few weeks. Youâll be fine. Youâve got this.â
âOkay,â I reply, breathless from the sprint up the stairs and the sudden extra surge in adrenaline. I wave my ID tag over the proximity reader and the doors to theatre reception slide open.
âHi, Em, you look like youâve found something urgent,â Chitty, the clerk, observes.
I lean over the desk and search her schedule for the names of the anaesthetist and nurse in charge of theatre today.
âGeoff and Layla,â she says, pointing to the correct rows. âGive me the patientâs details. Iâll take it in to Layla and you can call Geoff.â
I scribble a note on the back of the patientâs ID sticker with a whispered thanks and find Geoffâs phone number in my phone. âWhat have you got, Em?â Geoff asks kindly. Heâs my favourite anaesthetist. He even tried to convince me to specialise in anaesthetics rather than surgery, so I know heâll take me seriously. He also knows that Iâm acting up today. âSupracondylar, dead arm. Unfasted nine-year-old with a belly full of strawberry milkshake.â
âThatâll make things fun.â Geoff is dry. âLucky timing, most of the morning operating lists have finished and weâll delay someoneâs start this afternoon. Do you have to wait for a boss?â
âNo, Mei Ling said I could start. Sheâs on her way.â âAre you sure?â
I know Geoff isnât being rude. I know that Iâm unqualified and itâs his job to ask if the operation can be completed before he puts a patient to sleep.
Mei Ling is reliable. If she says sheâs coming then she means it. But what if thereâs traffic, what if she has an accident? Then I realise that I know what to do. I know that I can finish this operation. And I realise that Mei Ling, who never accepts a shoddy result, must think I can too, otherwise she wouldnât have given me permission to start.
âYes,â I say confidently.
âOkay, Em. Weâll send for the patient. Weâll work around the strawberry milkshake, just donât be a typical registrar and rush us, okay?â
He called me a registrar, I think, and smile. Itâs the first time.
Iâm sitting on a stool looking at a satisfyingly pink hand when Mei Ling bustles in still tucking stray hairs under her clean blue balaclava. She inspects the small hand over my shoulder and studies the X-ray Iâve taken, but doesnât ask for a theatre gown or sterile gloves.
âGood work. Are you going to pin the fracture now, or sit there grinning stupidly?â she asks, a smile in her voice.
One of the nurses hands me the drill with the pin loaded, the tool almost too large for my small hand. I strain to reach the trigger.
Mei Lingâs still watching. âTry your middle finger on the trigger with a big drill like that,â she suggests. âItâs got more reach.â
I set the drill down to reposition and it sits more neatly in my hand.
âNow screen with the X-ray so the pinâs at the tip of the elbow, and keep screening with the X-ray as you drive it in.â
The nurses cheer when the pin goes in on my first pass.
âTodayâs your last day here, isnât it, Emma?â Mei Ling asks as we walk to the change room together.
I nod and wave at Layla, the nurse in charge today, and think that I must come back and say goodbye to her. But then, how do I say goodbye to everyone Iâve ever worked with? I came to this hospital as a medical student, stayed on as an intern, worked my way up. Now, Iâve been one of the lucky few accepted to the training program to become a surgeon myself, and the College of Surgeons, which oversees our training, will assign me to a new hospital every year so that I can learn from as many different surgeons as possible.
Normally, hospital doctors go up in seniority and change jobs on the same day. Iâve begged a few weeks leave ahead of this promotion. âIâm off to Italy on a slightly belated honeymoon before I start at The Mount,â I explain.
She holds the door to the change room open for me and finds the clothes sheâs messily thrown on a bench in clear haste. Maybe she didnât have quite that much faith in me after all, I wonder. Is it too late to turn back, to write to the College of Surgeons and give up my training position, hand in my resignation to The Mount? But Mei Ling is smiling. She slips off her scrubs and deftly throws her dress over her head. âEmma, youâll be totally fine,â she says, sitting down to change her shoes. âLook at you. You just did your first case on your own. Picked the problem and the urgency, organised everything, and then fixed it. You saved that kidâs hand. If thereâs ever a trainee whoâs going to thrive in surgical training, Iâm sure itâs you.â
My heart swells.
This is an edited extract from The Registrar by Dr Neela Janakiramanan, Allen & Unwin, RRP $32.99, available now.
Dr Janakiramanan is a fully qualified plastic and reconstructive surgeon with special expertise in management of hand and wrist conditions. She operates privately at Epworth Eastern, Beleura Hospital and The Bays Hospital in Sydney.